Twilight. The safest time for us.
- Edward: Your friends are angry with me for stealing you
- Bella: They'll survive.
- Edward: I may not give you back, though.
I don’t wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest, or the girl who never wants to be alone. I don’t wanna be that call at 4 o clock in the morning, cos i’m the only one you know in the world who won’t be home. I don’t wanna be the girl who has to feel the silence, the quiet scares me cos it screams the truth…I am falling, and if i let myself go I am the only one to blame.
They say I'm bad news.
Hiyaaaaaaaaaa *waves frantically*
I’ve been stuck in the madhouse all fucking week (well last week), *cue absurd noises*, nah my house is just dull, depressing and NO ONE is ever in a good mood, which explains why I’m usually happy/excited/bubbly when I’m at sixth form or just out in general, because if i’m in a good mood at home no one actually cares so might as well save all my energy for peeps who are equally as haps as me.
Everyone has been a bit snappy, today especially, as there was some drama gwanin’ yesterday. Lots of tears and gossiping. My house is like fucking year 9 all over again, except with lots more Persians. Sigh. My mum made me reaaaally sad. She mentioned something I never thought she has thought about, ever. That night I didn’t sleep at all really. So home life will never be “normal” again, can’t really say I ever remember it being normal, but i’m gonna pretend it was once, a very long time ago, but once it was. No pain is forever, trust me, I keep telling myself this! Literally trying to convince myself. Hmm I’m just counting the days until I can escape. Not really sure how, as university is looking VERY unlikely right now. Time to come up with a plan b, I guess. How fun would it be to run away, ahhhh that would be fun! But not a good option, considering my mum being a fucking freak. So yep. Crossed off the list.
Once my runway was so clear. Now it’s all blurry.
I have no idea what i’m gonna do in life. Changed my mind so many times on so many careers, all different, i’m scared it’s ALWAYS gonna be like this and i’m just gonna have to settle for second best. I CAN’T BE THE ONLY ONE SCURRRED AS SHIT.
AHHH i’m a LEO. I’m meant to brave and strong minded and shit.
Fuck thiiiiiiiis i’m ooooofff…need to bury my head in a fantasy world. My book.
Wow i’m bare emotional these days.
Bye xoxoxoxoxo
I lick the gun when i’m done. Cos I know revenge is sweet. So sweet.
Can you meet me halfway...
BASICALLY, i’m in love with twilight and new moon so imma read it up although i sort of know what happens in the saga, because i got curious and wikipedia’d it up.
ALSO…If you wikipedia (if its still there) “Edward Cullen”, baaaare hating. Its kinda jokes though.
(This was from like laaate last night. So yeah. might have changed it now..but JOOOKES.)
Anyway i have really bad period pains so i don’t feel like blogging it up, feel like ripping my womb out, but atleast it arrived, got abit scared there.
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Thinking about cutting my hair again, to that size.
Tumblarity has gone DOWN. sorry, i blame the blackberry xoxo
Haven’t blogged in a while, was listening to this song, it makes me sad but I love it, so I thought I’d share as I can actually be bothered to write.
La Roux- Cover My Eyes
I got an interesting question.
If you were to propose to someone, anyone, at all, how would you do it?!
Please answer………..
Xxxxxxxx
The chorus is amazing…Anthony will be proud of me listening to Leona so much now.
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue.
This made me laugh so much, because it is SO true.
I always use “ok cool” when i’m pissed off and about to never speak to you/plot some revenge against you.
Kinda deep that the ways have been clocked already, damn, i thought you guys weren’t that smart.
The routine is usually “ok cool”, the guy would know whats coming - protest any revenge, “say nothing”…*ring ring Thelma plot evil plans*…:)
Hahahaaaaa x
I mean… come on… seriously, Facebook?
There’s a reason why we don’t talk to them Facebook. Cool. Safe. X
